18 Mayıs 2014 Pazar

Life always look beautiful

There were three crippled in a hospital ward . They first came to the ward from the front of the window , out the second , and the third was admitted to the edge of the door . For patients with an optimistic guy in the middle is also entertains others with cheerful conversation and trying to reduce grief . On a cold winter night, the patient died next to the window . After uninstalling it in the middle of the patient in front of the window next to the door by tilting down in the vacated places brought a new patient . Given Window optimistic man began to tell his friends what he saw outside .


The roadside park, giant plane trees , twittering birds, people rushing to work , cheerful flower-filled fields in the mountains against children and telling long , helpless friends was comforting . Adam, a short time later, the names of the passers-by began to wear . Other patients , those who no longer work in the morning , tired of the street vendors and the arc of the evening was listening to the stories of returning home to listen , could revive them before their eyes .


Shortly after, giving weight to the spirit of the hospital and b r kinds of air dispersed annoying lingering sweet stories had filled hours . One day, an idea came to mind in the middle of the patient . If something happens to the patient there himself in front of the window now and than listen to his stories , colorful and vibrant living outside m I would see with their own eyes . This idea was in the days head . Or from where it was always thinking about it and finding remedies . Eventually he found her . In front of the window, sometimes heart attack patients were coming . The man on the nightstand of the drug in this case a nurse in the room and there is hardly stretches himself was taking medication .


One night, when the crisis came again to the patient in front of the window ,
patients, straightening up the middle with a great effort , his medicine
was deviriv . Bottle has fallen to the ground and shattered . The next morning, they found him dead on the patient in front of the window . And after you remove it , the glass edge to eliminate inpatient spent . Adam, you will see when you look out to the thrill of view , was snapped from the brain . Beyond a few meters of the window , there was nothing other than a black wall .

17 Mayıs 2014 Cumartesi

Star of the Sea

Once to write the writings of intellectuals there was a man going to the ocean coast . Take a walk on the beach before starting work though . When you look down the beach one day walking on the beach dance moves like a man who has seen the image . The day started thinking that might be one dancing smiled and accelerated steps to catch up with him . This is a young man approached and saw that dance . Running a few steps , taking something from the floor and throws him to the ocean if gently .

Called out in a little closer :
" Good morning. How are you doing ?"

The young man stopped , raised his head and answered:
" I'm throwing yıldyz Ocean sea . "

"I think he should have asked the wise man said ... Why are you throwing starfish into the ocean ?"

"The sun rose and the water is drawn already . Going to die unless you take them in the water . "

" But do not you see that young man has miles and miles of beach and thoroughly filled with sea stars . Anything it does not matter ! "

The young man listened politely , bowing takes place more than a starfish and threw it into the sea rippling .
"For this we noticed. "

This answer does not know what to say astonished wise . Turned back , standing at the head of the letter went to the bench . During the day trying to write something in the young man's image did not go out of your sight . He tried to keep that in mind , not of a kind . Finally , towards the evening , noticed , it could not grasp the essence of the youth's behavior . Because this young man is doing real ; be an observer in the universe and not observing what is happening in the universe to be a player and understand that you choose to make a difference and embarrassed . That night I slept in distress . In the morning, woke up knowing that you should do something . Sailed out of bed , dressed , down to the beach and have found that young . And all spent the morning throwing starfish into the ocean with him .

16 Mayıs 2014 Cuma

Last Passengers in Port

Should I use all the words of a language you know I can not describe . You've been inaccessible to touch, feel and wanting you to live to the fullest , was a resounding our share of loneliness . I postponed my share everything , but there was something I could not postpone , looked like you. The water though , when I touched were broken . Undeteriorated "something" religion ... to a destination that would be the end , though , without end "something" religion .


If you were asleep, I'd wake up to see a dream , my dream will not awaken me "something" ... I through the eyes of religion , from the confluence of three rivers kiss desem, rivers comes to mind . Think of a 're coming down from the mountains and two people in the world are telling her songs have stayed . It is a "thing" since I'm getting tired of you ... think of you I say , would be the world's biggest lie . I do not lie . Today and tomorrow, but I do not know what is left invariant river bed just like you 're staying .


Always reminds me of myself "thing" you sin . 're Away , you're close , but not today as tomorrow being missed "something" you sin . The darkest spot of the night , even a tiny light that still want you. Today, a little dying every death , I 'm coming back to life again as she thinks . Not a season like poppies , four climate, every nook and cranny ...


Who may say what you do not intend to return . Im alone in the middle of a city say you love me shouting , screaming . Even though he lived with one of my love love love you this . My branches would be lost without you I'm all alone , like a tree , even in the midst of the crowd . Most residents of a stormy sea ports as well as a "thing" you sin .


He only passenger in the harbor I ...

15 Mayıs 2014 Perşembe

Love Light of the Moon

Very formerly in a green valley was a village on the banks of a river , tae at the other end of the world . He has been through times during the day so sunny , rain in yağmadık ; night would always have stars , clouds , unless they're agricultural, village residents , they're hunted animals , vast lands and waters that are too far away from the source , passing through the village , they're taken from the river . Everyone in the village loved each other , if that counts . The village is in the heart of a single person who had a great love for all köyünk been ransomed ; It was full of love for Interam flour . Does not recognize the girl closely bilirmisiniz hail . The bear went a day full of girl's side. Interam asked to marry him she will not marry .

Intera to full Wrote : " I'm married but I want to marry my many, want the same thing from all my babam.ancak the person who does the will of my father , this will you marry me . ''
Filling the wonder was , " You 're my heart you own ," he began to promise , "Your wish for me is an order , said the request now I do ," he said aşkına.ınter also said: " A flower has petals of silver buds diamond , asks her father married me the future ." Hail ; " Wait for me, " said Interam , "the right 'm gonna go get that flower , but where is the place ?" Intera pointed a finger has been flowing river "That source of the river is says my father , forty days must walk though to get there , but an outgoing has not come yet until now because oral is a charming place was , they say, who came back can not you , because here 's much prettier oral will . hail ; " I could be more beautiful in this world ," he said Interam to " I'll be back , it flowers, will be back, because I love you , because without you does not make sense to me that beauty ." hail came way later. forty days and walked the river side . always how much you love thought Interam road boyunca.tek in mind Intera'y , single purpose while he çiçek.kırkınc days Void Filling early in the morning , wash your face was from the river , he understood had been so close to the source river water in the cool . Attendance has way later. bit later had sources , all surrounded by greenery and a lake resources , the lake in the middle of an island , islet, on the one flower was standing . they understood Interam told by the flowers that güzelliğinden.yüz began to candidates right now .

Candidate comes out a man across the emergent hail . Guy filling in " every rose a thorn , protector, as well as me this flower's guardian , if you come to take if I Salute , do not let it ," he said . And also a stable full of puzzled tone ; "I 'll take that flower then I'll have my love ," he said " my decision can not refuse me anything ." "Then just listen to me gonna " said Salute , " Why were you snatch supposed 'll tell you , if you are still not convinced that time I'll let you take ." Hail convinced collapsed and clover on top of , have begun to listen ... "If something is too much if you want and obstacles If you do not front you'll get it , life is like , people overcome obstacles if life can continue . these flowers just for life to do something if you're removes obstacles in front because its a task in there , these flowers are only 28 overnight open their leaves and pour glowing seed into the lake , so the waters here once the stone from the river rises and goes . through this river live foliage of this nature , people, animals. " have also begun to think of salut.dol , you will attain what you love , but if you pluck the flower will dry rivers yanında.son flowers on it 's head remains full of crashes . Silver sees himself filling in the leaves of the flower . Besides they both are intere but why is unhappy . In fact, the only concern in the heart sees hail . As time goes by the thought of it fills are concentrated in the head. Unhappiness thinker, a life without flowers Intera'sız thinks. Can break boutonniere for days . No longer enjoy living does not get filled just love the way they are thinking starts to wait .


One night flower seeds while leaving the lake a bud, it fills the hardened heart on top of the fallen , suddenly Filling in the heart of love as large as a big stone turned into a stone so large that have the world did not entirely fit into the sky rose , and with Earth rotation has started . Thus, it fills been months in the heart of the world . Since then, only 28 showed overnight Filling up the entire face of the heart , glow over all others ; In that night was just enlighten the world , but like a flower .

14 Mayıs 2014 Çarşamba

Your love is blind

In this world without creating too many years ago , before humans set foot in the world , good habits and bad habits and bad habits would hang and not knowing what to do . collected than ever bored one day and when they were sitting in a way , '' purity '' tossed out an idea why do not we play hide and seek ? Everyone in there was also sympathetic to the idea put forward shouting for being crazy madness - I want to be a midwife . I want to be a midwife ... there is not any of the craze for attacking until they ended up where they are .

craze leaning against a tree and started to count - one two three ... Once you start counting frenzy of good manners and bad habits began to look for a place to hide . horn of the moon hung compassion . betrayal of love has entered into the trash heap lies curled up between the clouds they would hide under a stone , but the trick again, everyone tucked into the bottom of the lake . center of the world have entered the passion of avarice entering into a sack and tore the bag craze continued to count - seventy-nine eighty eighty ...

love the exception of all the good habits and bad habits hid love is unstable because you somehow be saved even did not craze ninety-seven have come to - ninety-eight ninety-nine and one hundred ' are e the love romp surrounding roses entered between and there stored craze shouted milking left sober Storing the midwife said. when he turned around .. first saw laziness . laziness ayaktaymıs because it will be stored for no energy was after the madness of the compassion of the month in the horn seen and betrayal of garbage , love among the clouds , lie bottom of the lake and passion center of the world have found only one everyone, except slowly turning back started .

despondent madness envy envy for could not be found due by the last stored , have whispered in the ear of madness . love I can not find but it amongst the roses hiding .... spree fork-shaped wooden stick has taken and roses between the bat wildly stabbed , stabbed , stabbed ... until a heartbreaking cry to stop him ... until the outcry after the love his hands and face by closing emerged as the blood to flow through your fingers twine spree , to find love has blinded over with excitement . - What have I done I blinded you . I know what to do ... You can not give me back my eye- love to reply but if you want you can guide me ... and love is blind , and since then has always next craze !

Love of hidden

This article describes a real love story and writing are all taken from the diary of young man in love :

10th grade

In English lessons with me girl was sitting for her ' my best friend ' was saying ... but i her silky hair to look its my wanted it to be ... But he told me that I look at her eyes did not look at it I knew , after the class stood up and last day in class is not asked for that day's notes while her notes thanked me and kissed my cheek . I just want you to know I do not want him as a friend , I loved him but I did not say I do not know why but I was so ashamed ...

Grade 11

My phone rang and he was and he was crying love to me how to break your heart told me to his house called , want to be alone , he said , I of course went to the seat , sat down beside her , sweet eyes began to look and its my wish that I , two hours later Drew Barrymore ' we've started a movie and watch it after watching the movie I decided to go to sleep , I thanked him for everything and kissed my cheek . I just want you to know I do not want him as a friend , I loved him but I did not say I do not know why but I was so ashamed ...

the senior class

Prom one day before came up to me and go " I'm ill and the party can not come ," he said , I quit I did not have one and in the 7th grade to each other we promised you be the one we least parties to go together , "best friend " basis. We went along to the party that evening was very nice , everything went fine , up to the front door to her house after the party left, I looked at him in front of the door and he looked at me , smiling with those beautiful eyes . I wanted her to be mine ... But she did not look me in my eye I looked at him I knew it , I " spent the best time of my life ," he said and kissed my cheek . I just want you to know I do not want him as a friend , I loved him but I did not say I do not know why but I was so ashamed ...

Days , weeks, months passed and graduation day has arrived ...

I watched her constantly watched her perfect body . While the stage to receive her diploma was like an angel floating in the air . I wanted her to be mine ... But she did not look me in my eye I looked at him I knew it . Everyone came up to me before going to the house and hugged me , crying , and then laid his head on my shoulder, "you 're my best friend , thank you ," she said and kissed my cheek . I just want you to know I do not want him as a friend , I loved him but I did not say I do not know why but I was so ashamed ...

Several years passed ...

Old daughter 's wedding in a church and I'm watching it now ... yeah got married , his "Yes, I accept" to say , I watched the new into your life , married to another man as . I wanted her to be mine ... But she did not look me in my eye I looked at him I knew it . Before entering the new life came to me and said, " You come to my nuptials thanks ," she said and kissed my cheek . I just want you to know I do not want him as a friend , I loved him but I did not say I do not know why but I was so ashamed ...

Years has gone so fast ...

Currently my once best friend that I'm looking at the girl's coffin , while collecting items appeared in his diary in high school I got ... Just log in and day was as I read the lines ...

"His eyes looking at her I wished ... But he told me that I look at her eyes did not look at it I knew . Him just as friends do not want you to know that I wanted to love him very much , but I could not say I dont know why , but I felt really ashamed ... I me me once that you loved had told ... "

For the sake of a love

Women twenty-seven years old ... His heart , snow white cold abandoned to
but these are either still warm stubbornness . Thoughts of life increasingly seer
walking around in bright dreams true seer in heavy breathing
breath .. sable brush in hand , the history of Jot today
tints endlessly . Colors wiggle , wiggle , children in
Did the misted eyes look naughty naughty ... succumb to the blues ...
Cay already have to question life .

Shoulders of a little girl sass to the sergilerce "What about me " expression . Wiggle , wiggle or even hide from him the house .. Looking there . Can not say I'm coming ... That's the trouble , or at such a time ; spirit, the door of the virtual world contains sızıver quiet, unannounced .. Behold the beast has the following chat or thorny these days . There is puzzled as he himself finds himself between his heart . And that happens ... then. Like sliding on ice at unexpected "oops " is airborne disheveled emotions . It's beginning to crazy winds did not blow , it 's not enough esenler .

The age of thirty men . Ambitious, confident. Glad to live at peace with itself . Laughter on the screen overflowing hearts , happy and full of emotions cloud guy. His wife and children live is to invite women from storage in the virtual world to virtual love game . Recruits are female. Maybe the young man too. Games they play are unaware of the danger they begin to live in a fairy tale .
Holding their breath as they wait in front of a screen lovers
to arrive . Match reminiscent gleeful laughter happens each time . Time can not meet the coordinates , tangential to each other , they spread sadness at night . Does not sleep in anticipation of both . Morning pregnant with new hope begins. And screen are born again with every invention .. they are caught in the stormiest of emotions . Each other really wonder.
Cloud man woman from hunger , cold even begin to blame yourself. If a woman can not stand where the man's tired . Now also in the hands touching hands . Each other hands
Amounts above will understand .

Days, months passed ...

Dreams will not fit on the screen . Want to see each other anymore . They want to touch hug . Even frantic lovemaking ...
Women squirms in pain .. craving violence of onsuzlug
turns . The woman lay in pain ... Torture . Gaming is no longer
this . T live in the love of your life is not on the screen .

Cloud man asks incessantly ;
- What's up, now that ...
Women , he missed much ...
" I do not know, " he says. " Do not know "
Now begins questioning feelings ...

" What is this? ... What's the name of that .. ?"
Women define love .. life's moments , but does not resort to define what is real . Feels ones. Each head of a nightmare waits for love or not ... been waiting for this thing called love anyway. This is the beginning of a love and nightmares . Forget the love that woman to tears of sadness , pains , incurable pains paints , tawny as find . Now everything has to look after mist in his eyes . And the following screen ; heart of ice taken from the pen of the writer . His heart to return to the ice ...

"I had to ignore * . Would you do it . "
Bradley knows the man is confused , but maybe like the name . Is the right thing . A süre.sus think the screen. Susan woman's heart ... Death
The monument is bu.veril last breath though ..

" No DES Sevdam " " dese can not do without ," he is expected to breathe. Clouds break the silence where the man will die .. I both know women . Read a text appears on the screen helplessly

" What I'm leaving then " "Goodbye"
Words written in black on blue is stable and precise ... trembling fingers one last time and lackluster keys to navigate woman's "Goodbye"

Cloud falls to the man's smiling face on the screen . And Woman dies ...

12 Mayıs 2014 Pazartesi

30 DAYS HEART TOUCHING LOVE STORY

Boy and Girl are sitting alone in the park one night....
Boy: I guess we are the left overs in this world ....
Girl: I think so.....All of my friends have boyfriends and we are only the 2 persons left
in this world with out any special person in our life ...
Boy: Yup I don't know what to do ..
Girl: I know! We'll play a game ..
Boy: What game ?
Girl: i'll be your girl friend for 30 days and you will be my boy friend ...
Boy: That's a great plan in fact i don't have
nothing to do much this following weeks...
DAY 1
They watch their first movie and they both
touched in a romantic film ..
DAY 4
They went to the beach and have a picnic...
Boy and Girl have their quality time together
DAY 12
Boy invited Girl to a circus and they
ride on a Horror House....Girl was scared
and she touched Boy's hand but she touched
someone else's hand and they both
laughed...
DAY 15
They saw a fortune teller down the road and
they asked for their future advice and the fortune
teller said: "My darling, Please don't waste the
time of your life...SPend the rest of your time together
happily" Then tears flow out from the teller's eyes
DAY 20
Girl invited Boy to go to the hill and
they saw a meteor...Girl mumbled
something ...
DAY 28
They sat on the bus and because of a bumby
road Girl gave her first kiss to Boy by
accident ...
DAY 29
11:37pm
Girl and Boy sat in the park where
they first decided to play this game...
Boy: I'm tired.... Do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one....
I'll just go down the road ...
Girl: Apple Juice that's all ...
Boy: Wait for me....
20 mins later... a stranger approached
Girl …
Stranger: Are you a friend of that Boy ?
Girl: Yes.. Why ? What happened ?
Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over
boy and he is critical in the hospital ...
11:57pm
The doctor went out of the emergency room
and he handed out an apple juice and a letter ...
Doctor: We found this in boy's pocket ..
Girl reads the letter and it says:
This past few days, i realized …
you are really a cute girl and i am really falling for you..
Your cherish smile your everything when we
played this game..... Before this game would end...I
would like you to be my girl friend for the rest of my
life....
I love you ....
Girl crumples the paper and shouted:
"I don't want you to die...I love you...
Remember that night when we saw a meteor, I mumbled something...
I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever and never end this game.
Please don't leave me.... I love you! You cannot do this to me"
Then the clock strikes 12
Boy's heart start pumping ....
THEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY
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Hmmm. So how many times you thought about the person you love the most while reading this story. I am sure it would have touched your heart. So enjoy and share this with your loved ones.

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There are people like that sometimes, as it sees them, the animals became more severe. we the people against us, when you see someone in need of assistance, we always return to our faces elsewhere. in fact if we extend our hands, we've had a good life, and we live.

11 Mayıs 2014 Pazar

Pain A Love Story

Read together all these years , even though they spoke for the first time in the high school prom . It had a mesmerizing beauty that Edan, they spoke Iron had difficulty concentrating . When at school this girl always had your head spin . Alluring , noble , proud posture had . Light brown skin , straight hair, moss green eyes , straight and slightly raised , a thin nose, plump pink lips to her innocent , childlike , and also gave an air of awesome female . The average height was over and was very thin . Walk with eda when floated like a swan . From a young age have the effect of ballet movements and postures , as was reflected .

Iron is also the most popular men of the school , the bronze -skinned, jet black hair, dark blue eyes, with hard lines , with broad shoulders and tall, strong , has a youthful done . Edan has attracted the attention but the ego of a dialogue between all the years, had been permitted to pass . Both take the first step on the other hoped to lean on .

Iron was renewed at the prom night because it was different Edam . Now this game more than the young man felt unable to continue . Not going to see him again after the prom could not afford the risk . I had heard , Edan university in Switzerland would read .

He has done a great night in the garden of the balloon talked until morning . Meg will share so many issues, so much they had in common ki.ruh identical twins were sleeping in all their forms to the phrase . The feeling was so intense yellow eyes in front of each other , but both of them without any communication did not even feel sorry for the last ten years . Future confident they will spend together as they hugged each other . They stood still for hours . And with the first rays of the morning , go home and to give good news to the families they left.

Eda front of the house from the car while the downhill quickly from a pickup truck with shock where there killed Iron him to wait until morning who his mother more door as you enter woman of his life that they encountered , and that evening with his mother to introduce would bring was telling .

That's life , sometimes a team needs to do things in a timely manner and can fly like a bird in hand . Life is beautiful in joy and be loved , dear friends, favorite contacts without losing time to turn your love , your love of narrative . Love the nicest, most innocent emotion.

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Over size (love)

Once upon a time , there was an island where all the feelings lived on : Happiness, Sadness , Knowledge and all the others , including Love . One day, the island is sinking , feeling given the news . Thereupon they all have prepared their boats to leave the island .


Love on the island, has been feeling the last remaining istemiş.a wait until the last possible moment , because almost sunk when , Love decided to ask for help . Wealth, in a very large boat , geçmekteymiş.aşk , " Richness , can you take me with you ?" he asked.


Wealth, "No, I can not. Much gold and silver in my boat , there is no place for you . " said. Love, in a very nice sailboat requested help from arrogance . " Vanity, please help me ! " Arrogance " can not help you , Love . Soaked and you can ruin my sailboat . " he responded . They're flying close to sadness and Love wanted to help , " Sadness, let me go with you . " Sadness "Oh, Love, I am so sorry , I need to be alone . "


Happiness in love over the past ; but I was so happy that he has heard the call of Love . Love, suddenly heard a noise . "Come Love ! 'll Take you with me ... " It was one of the elderly than love . Love felt so lucky and happy , you know who is in the field next to her mind was not .


A new piece of land there, they continued to love the ways to help . Realizing how much he is owed Love, Knowledge have asked : " Who was who helped me ?" Information " He was Time ," he responded . " Time Is It? Why did not you help me ?" Love he asked .


Knowledge smiled and said, " Because only Time is Love can understand how great "


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The love of a friend

We are united in the middle of a stormy life . You find people you're close to him, you were complaining about his mistakes . , And I suffered for many years that I 've been trying to heal the wounds of love .


Good friends , we 've been sharing everything . Although this closer in a short period of time so sweet , it was going to güzl mAlArdAn unaware that I 've stirred in me .


It was a dream , when I opened my eyes the love of friendship had taken place . I could not help myself there. I could not be the judge of my feelings . You are my love , and I thought your friend anymore. Remember that I'm in love with you unaware . It was volcanoes explode in me could not wait to stone .


At the end of that day had come . Explain all the feelings I had all my feelings for you. Sense of them lie not only me with a puzzled expression and begged to be joke .


I joke, nor is lying to you what they did emphatically stressed . I was relieved me . Because people say '' I love you '' was not an easy task . Took guts . I did not manage it , but I could not endure to the result . Because the main point for me today and I have to tell you today, I did not leave anything for tomorrow . Tomorrow my hands now thinking that such an opportunity I explained the whole thing .


Anything can happen at any moment mortal world ... Now I get very comfortable in our world, but so far I'm restless . When I told you these things because I 've been guilty . Now I'm looking for the old days , for no reason , sudden departure is from the result of the shock atamama off me . And so sweet , so beautiful when used in passing now , a thousand thousand with a pain going through torment .


Much time has passed from the top of that day . Now I 'm the one that you do not want to give me some slack . You hear me beg you to pull over my feelings of hatred . What 's a girl to me how much you hate it and I love you anyway . You did not hear ? I love you.

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10 Mayıs 2014 Cumartesi

Iron Rose

Once upon a time in a far away land in a small town there lived an honest and hardworking young man . Learn from the master to forge all day, as if the whole town goes needs . Suteki this young man named was loved by everyone respected .

One day an old pot shop with the maid who wants to repair a very very nice girl named Rose who saw Sutee not have come .. fell in love with this girl , but she did not give him more than a hundred . Cookware emerged stop shop . Beautiful girl in the shop though with club fire extinguished ; Suteau blacksmith 's heart had covered something like ice . In order to win the heart of beautiful girls began to look for a cure . Jan. contemplating sitting at a piece of iron , and it begins to shape . As you work , and the resulting work is something unlike anything you have ever done . Have made an unprecedented flowers ... very thin iron sheets folded around each other for the world's most beautiful flowers ... maid came in the morning just to get pot . Blacksmith Sutee that bruised the beautiful girl could not see her hopes for the flowers upload and love as a messenger sent with the maid ... beautiful flower girl saw the bewitched, his heart softened and Suteau 's sake who fought ... Sutee that the beautiful girl to marry the girl's father to get permission from went to the castle where they live .

Beautiful girl's father was a sorceress , and daughter of an ordinary man , a blacksmith, very angry to be in love . This relationship has sworn to put an end immediately . Just start reading there has been a curse to kill Suteau , the daughter of engellemiş.b it shuts down on their knees resorted to cunning magician ; If suteki an iron fence around the castle until morning if the translation will allow you to marry the daughter fails to return to stone at sunrise gonna Sutee . If you are afraid to return again they would be able to leave the castle blacksmith smith .. that will leave your loved one was not scared . Just started to work , tirelessly rods, wires ranging prepare them though . Towards morning the blacksmith's fence can grow magicians understand , and to prevent her daughter's mind ... a cunning have come more disguised and began to sing . The song was so deep , so beautiful to listen to leave the blacksmith's hammer till the sun has begun ... The mage said .

Beautiful girl woke up when the sunlight hits the window , immediately ran to the window ; the fence was standing half ... wanted to miss blacksmith by inducing sunlight , but too late .. Sunlight on the young man touched turned to stone ... magician was about to fly from almost happiness . His father is very upset that the girls who played the game , and in the hands of the blacksmith's iron flower gifts have been turned to stone by the side of his lover ran . She cried , cried , cried ... tears could not melt the move , but revived iron flower . Flowers grown fed up with tears , sprinkled all around the surrounds of the castle . Blacksmith has completed the flower fence not completed . Who liked to see this beautiful flower addition to other places and so they took all over the world . The beautiful Rosa (Rose) to commemorate been referred to by his name everywhere .

Undying Love

The young man a bouquet of flowers in their hands , came running to the beach ... a beach like eyes wandered , looking first sees banks see any that you love to sit down and waited . There was the usual flowers in their hands . These were the favorite flower lover . Red , crimson , blood red roses ... it branches off the farm like fresh they were , here I here I smelled , love stinks, love stinks , most importantly, longing and yearning smelled the roses ... all over the drops were . It seemed crying . He looked at the young man laughed , as if talking to them as if , " Why are you crying , look how happy I am ," he said . Soon you will see that you love your heart starts beating like crazy, had again . If she thinks about it , it would meet the same Imagine that jump out of the heart would be like. For years they both love each other despite never lost anything from love ... They did not allocate anything ... what longing , what differences , nor death ...

The young man looked at his watch hastily . His favorite was late again , one minute had stayed the night . Moreover , he likes to avoid waiting several minutes before come running , even loved him waiting . But I always loved doing it. He kept himself continually . Everyone thought it would have been a flaw ...
And was perpendicular to the immense sea in front of your eyes .. there seemed no end to the sea , just like the love towards beloved daughter did not end in the sea . Stretched to infinity . In fact, today was a very special day for them . Would sözlen among themselves . The young man that opened like this before , and then had to go and get two rings . It should not have waited for him at least as important a day .. But were accustomed to wait any longer , I expect a little more thought no harm . Petals of roses was somehow still old . One kind of them did not understand . Why everything is so cheery cry?

Here's a little like after the next , to give him a hug , cuddle would ...
Then put some promise rings , marriage would have taken the first steps .
I was so excited that he loved the young man was eager to be reunited ... Seagulls looked at each other oynaşıp , flying seagull ... how beautiful they were dancing in the air. The young man looked at his watch again . Began to worry . Valentine was late again , both very ... was supposed to be this late . That was not arranged to meet here every day ? Every day at the beach , seagulls looking at the sea, listening to tales told them hugged each other and promised to catch up Did not ? Then why had not come again? Bad thoughts started to come to mind . No .. no .. I could not . Could not something that you love . Without it, life did not happen ... even if he thought the young man who lives with me constantly . Even the thought of it was not pleasant. Eyes lowered to the ground . I did not want anyone to see the tears . Already the people around him as if somehow they were looking like a freak . Began to be disturbed from view .
Was fed up with her ​​boyfriend came to mind ... Again .. I wonder why he did not began to think . She closed her eyes .

He said it was 7 years . 7 years it was on the beach every day , waiting for that love . More could not resist. Heart to shreds would be like. From the eyes 1 drop of age roses dripped onto ... Still will not come , I guess, well, I went to his house 'm muttered ... At least the roses as usual, put it next to him, gave would be ... The young man stood up . Love to meet up with what green hills behind the cemetery began to walk towards the ...

Love and Love , which he did not die with him .

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Do not die, my baby, I love you

We lived on the same street . Every day a girl was coming . Name mysterious , everyone would say something different about him . But no one did not know the truth . There were dirty beard . Was the green-eyed brunette . The neighborhood girls adored him . And I hate it. Do not talk to anyone . Has just come and go .


We met him one day on the road . There was a very pretty face . She smiled at me . I'm surprised . But I still did not love her . But he was illuminates for as much farklıydı.ge . I just watched his house instead of sleeping . I dislike him even though I was interested in everything . Slowly, slowly, I began to observe him . At that moment I realized what I felt for her is love . He came home I could not sleep anymore . I was jealous of the girls that came near . Everyone told him he was bad . I always defended him . I'd stand at the door to meet her .


I saw him on the road again . He winked at me . I called him passing me by . " I'm small in a hurry ," he said . Reminded me of the age difference between us , go home and I cried. I decided to declare my love for her would . I have observed the way . One day I saw it coming . Chased it into the house. Wait a moment and knocked on the door . Opened "What small ," he said . "I love you " I said. He smiled, "Yes, " he said. "What yes, " I said. He did not speak . I went out running . I leave the house for a month .


One day while talking with the girls . Ambulance arrived broke into his home . Carried her out on a stretcher . Passing in front of us . ' " I love you too little ," he said . I blushed everyone staring at me. I started crying, running . Setbacks have traveled up the street . My tears flowed incessantly . Then I came home. My parents were talking about it . There was a girl who loves . Family refused permission to marry the girl ran away from home . Street thugs have killed him . They were not home girl girls brought home . If you like some dead. Much loved suffered . He called the hospital and suicidal . Cops on the wall of the house " my little " They found writing . " I am small die " if you were writing . " I loved you, I'd love you like I died I die I 'm tiny . "

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Breathing Techniques

Ideally the number of breaths ( give and receive is considered to be one ) at 12 min as standard for men , 14 for women is considered to be breathing . However, we generally over 20 and breathing. If this is during the day , irritable, stressed , anxious that means !

You may be thinking that . Breathing is very good . Wrong! Breathing is something that should be based on quality .

Now our exercise, we can now . We can apply the technique in standing or sitting . In the second case we need to be each other . Do not cross our hands and our feet . This interrupts the flow of energy . ( Foot and hand during our breath not only be open , so always need to apply for a durumdur.b hands of binding your chest , sitting cross dispose of your feet . )

Currently the outdoor air is clean care. Apply outdoors if possible and not something that will distract you .

Set your watch to the time of 1 min . We will apply the nose giving away our breath through the nose . Breath , your diaphragm and abdomen up, you must have the right to göğüsü . We have done is to take the most basic incorrect breathing from the chest . In this way we breathe by inflating the ribcage think we 're more breathable . But without realizing our lungs are smaller and have less breathable . This means that the already poor quality of breath .

Before you begin, it is useful to use an intention sentence . ' I choose to breathe right to say' better.

When your breath and count to three while also counting up to 3 data . 12-14 breaths per minute so you will have received . That is the ideal number of breaths . Continue this for 1 minute . Do not force yourself to buy it at that number . In a controlled manner , feeling , apply as a concentrate . Try to rid themselves of negative thoughts and feelings . Do not struggle with thoughts that come to mind , just watch. If you do, negative thoughts float away. As you make the better you will understand what I mean . Breathing will help you relax and Uyguladıkça will become better .

Did you mind if applied correctly , you will feel tingling in your fingers and toes . Of course for lower oxygen will be more vigorous and renewed .

These simple techniques you can apply every time . Restless, nervous , sad moment all kinds of negative retreat to the corner and apply a few minutes .

Another point I want to emphasize what will benefit you breathe . Breath is the source of life already . Benefits for pages about anything can be written . The simplest ; we get tired more quickly to breathe correctly . Our body becomes vulnerable to disease resistance and we are losing . Our quality of life is falling. Most of us are uncomfortable with abdominal fat in our region . We use our diaphragm to just breathe and applying more stringent Did you know that we can attain a flat stomach ?

The mental and emotional effects of breathing ; stress, depression, anxiety, nerves , etc. . All such negative feelings towards reducing and recycling . Correct Breathing life look more positive , to solve problems , helps you live the life you want .

Breathing in my writings , Meditation, NLP , etc. . I'm talking about the technique . '' I'd better just make them as' thinking . To internalize . Several techniques exist like this and they solve our problems and create the life we ​​want in that vital work , we can transform Know .

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Work Environment

Business and work environment may include health risk. In the work environment crowds, noise, pollution, constant necessity to work in the same body position, heavy lifting, exposure to magnetic fields or chemicals, air pollution, many more factors such as work-related accidents are a threat to health. Individuals should recognize the health risks arising from the work environment and should minimize them. Institution or workplace conditions that need medical advice should be taken in these matters.

Healthy to wear

In order to maintain health must be to dress according to outdoor conditions . Clothing for the weather, season and temperature conditions should be suitable. Wear will not irritate the skin , allergenic, will , characterized in that it absorbs sweat from substances are needed . In work that could lead to contamination of the body gowns, which could lead to contamination of the hands on work gloves should be worn . We also work to be done during the hand , body , eyes, ears , head or foot of a condition that requires protection or special protective clothing should be worn when there is danger . This clothing should not be removed during all business practices .

Sanitary garments that protects the body from the effects of all external environment , which can absorb sweat as much as possible , does not cause allergy and odor garments are made ​​of natural materials . In addition to allowing free movement of the clothes are uncomfortable . All clothing when selecting the most appropriate approach is intended to comfort ago . These issues are particularly important for footwear .

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Suggestions for Healthy Living

Being healthy is an element of priority of human happiness . Health is often perceived as self- existing condition . However, efforts need to be healthy in pursuit . Our present knowledge of these efforts even more of us should begin in the prenatal period shows . Naturally at this stage needs to be done , mom and dad are falling. Event in all generations health , health , and can pass through the generations of ill health are observed. Genetic characteristics of mothers and fathers to their own health care as well as health transfer to their babies should know.

Measures to be taken for a healthy lifestyle most of our everyday lives we need to practice consists of a small and easy endeavor . No matter where daily life knowing the implementation of some basic rules regulating the preservation of health and life that we share with others easier. Some of the most important of these rules cleanliness, healthy nutrition, physical and mental work , regular life , smoking, alcohol, stimulants and drug avoidance, accident prevention , coping with problems is to use the correct and appropriate methods .

Mostly happiness is assumed to be the target of daily effort . However, the actual underlying cause is a sense of security . Because it provides the most primal urge to survive is fear and a sense of security by the calming fears arise. If the first condition of the feel ourselves safe is to know . But what we know , as far as we know we can control . Second press action for purposes of information loss. If we reflect on our behavior, our knowledge of this information does not go beyond being a source of unrest for us . The next step was the sharing of reproduction, supporters are creating . For this we found the correct behavior based on our knowledge , we strive to canonicalization . So many rules in society has been formed in this way . Underlying information evolves over time, the rules will change.

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Female MI Satan, Satan MI Woman?

In ancient times there was a man ... a man 's head off into the bottle and put the devil ... have struggled for years , I finally have a chance to close the mouth of the bottle ...
one day leaving the house to his wife tightly admonish : "The lady , look, I 'm going out in the room had a bottle it do not open it " eee women wonder subjected the man out of the house female pale of the bottle gets near ... ALLAH ALLAH what it says and open the bottle subject to exorcism ...
oh what a relief to say that your husband's and women vary maniacs : ! many years after me that bottle you click ... to say welcome you saved me says ... of course for women "Alas , guys will kill me hook or by crook contains it sokmayılıy I says," ... and the devil - you this bottle from inside out? - yes, I'm out of here ... der ... der ... women do not believe me out of here out? - Did you see the devil ? der ... yooo multiple output against women ... to say that the devil is persistently out of there ... women who come here sığc or how big creature ? ... der ... do not believe the devil- ? Let 's see ... der and women enter into the stopper of the bottle off. guys come in and tell moments woman man woman ... I 've tried for years ... Did you turn off two minutes from your Serra feared der ...

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A Life Discovered the Meaning of Flowers Mother of Pearl

Eighty- year-old woman demanded a divorce surprised by the judge asks ;

" After all these years for a reason if you want to leave his wife auntie ?"

Age of grievances aunt ;

" I have a mother of pearl flowers . I do not irrigate dies. I 'm always getting up every night for decades waters . My wife even got up once the flowers did not reveal the water selfish man I do not want to live . "He says.

The old man 's words mütebess describes events ;

" It is true I'm the judge . Years ago, my wife fell ill . The doctor is calcification in the body , that you should act , especially at night , even though once advised him get up and walk . Get it right , our lady is a bit stubborn . ' You have to get up I say do the opposite . '

At that time, soldiers brought him the gift of flowers . She loved him so much . This flower water should be given every night , I said. He got up after lying water was pouring flowers in secret . Srdef flower water could not love you more ... "

The woman heard these words , gave up the case in a way that embarrassed .


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THE KEY TO HAPPINESS


This evening I came home to dinner my wife was servicing . I held his hand and told him that I will tell him things . Quietly sat at the table and began to eat . And again he saw fear in his eyes .

I stiffened for a moment, I did not open my mouth , but I had to tell my thoughts . I want a divorce . Did not respond to my question was not angry , just asked why .


I could not give you an answer and it was very annoyed at the hands of Cutlery Knife threw it . The man yelled at me and said I was not . This evening we have not said a word . My wife cried all night . Our marriage was aware was wondering what would happen , but I would not say something that will satisfy him . I fell in love with Jane , I do not like my wife to artık.b with remorse I made a marriage contract , the house, the car and the company did not give her 30 % . Contract looked and tore a short time . I share my life with this woman for 10 years had been a stranger to me . Its sad that you spend time and energy , but I could not go back , I was so in love with Jane . Then I began to sob , it was a reaction to what I expected . His cry was caused to my relief . For a while I was going through my mind to divorce , I was obsessed with this idea and this feeling is now more powerful and accurate karardı.b felt the evening after I came home late and my wife saw the writing on the table . I'm too sleepy and went to sleep without eating dinner . I spend so much time with Jane had worn me out . A call woke up and saw him still on the table when writing . But this is me I did not care and just kept turning my head to sleep . .
Terms offered me the next morning if the font . I did not want anything from me , just wanted to let 1 month to announce our divorce and this time wanted to act like a normal family . The reason for this is our son , and after 1 month of exams in this period was to thrust this burden to him . This is acceptable . There was something more from me in her marriage night was to remember how you carry it inside the door , and every morning for one month it asked me to move up to the door in the bedroom . I thought the plot , but the last day of our suffering go well , I accept.

Then Jane talked about these conditions , it is ridiculous laugh with a loud voice , and ultimately forced to accept the divorce , he said.

Expand divorce matters with my wife since I did not have physical contact . For this reason, the first day I took my lap, I've had a strange feeling when I drive to the door . Our son was standing behind us and began to clap 'My father, my mother is holding her ' very happy it was him , was not hurt me ... Lyrics from the bedroom to the door of the house I moved up to 10 meters . My wife closed her eyes and ears ' of our son about our divorce, ' she whispered. I said OK tilting my head forward , and crashed into me a sadness . My wife left him in front of the door I went to the bus stop and waited for the bus that will take her to work . I myself went to the office .

Day 2 came much easier for us to play this game . My wife leaned her head on my chest , and I heard her scent . Suddenly I realized that I look at my spouse for a long time . And when I got married so young that he noticed. Light lines formed on the face of the chord sheet had fallen. Night had not over the years so , in that moment I asked him what I did with it .

Day 4 on my lap when I got it I've had a feeling of trust . Women 10 years of his life, which gift to me .

Day 5 it had grown even more confidence . Jane did not mention that . Was easier to carry her as the days passed , so perhaps this is because I've done it from training .

I watched him contemplating what to wear one morning . Plenty of clothes every day a little more rebellious , he said . Suddenly he realized that what I crept up and lose weight . So every morning it easier to comfortably carry was the reason . Suddenly like fist hit my face . It bore the pain and sorrow in his heart . I stroked his head without realizing it . That moment came in and our son 'Dad need to move my mother ,' he said . It has been a part of our lives , his father carrying his mother out of the room to the door . My wife called him our son and hugged him tightly . I thought my head ore , the last time I did not want to give up my decision . I took him in my lap and moved up to the door of the bedroom . Had put his hand to my neck and I 've kept it tight . Just like the day we got married .

I was restless lose weight so from now . Last Day it did not move when I move my arms . Our son was at school and my spouse how much diminished intimacy in our lives , I said. I went to the office I jumped out of the car without locking the door did not have time for it . Every moment I was afraid to change my mind and I ran up the stairs , when you get up to the door acti Jane . My wife said I'd divorce him .

Put it in my hands with a puzzled look and instant ' Did you have a fever , "he asked. Sorry, Jane , but I said I do not want to get divorced now . Not from lack of love in our marriage to be colorless , we forget each other's values ​​di . Now that came to my mind , carrying him through the door when we got married the day of my life ........ I gave the pledge of allegiance until the end of the event realized Jane slapped my face and shut the door and began to cry . Just go to the florist down the first run and my wife bought a bouquet of flowers , to the card on the " I'll carry you every morning until the end of my life " " .

Was covered with a smile on my face when I got home , I went to the bedroom with flowers in my hand and my wife found dead on the bed . My wife was fighting with cancer for months and I did not notice it from dealing with Jane . For he knew he would not live more than me, my son was trying to protect me from negative attitudes . At least in the eyes of my son asked me to remain as a good spouse .

Are the little things that are important in the relationship . Villas , cars not much money . They make life easier , but I never can not be the basis of Happiness .

Regarding the relationship of confidence and peace means taking the time and be engaged in things to come .

" Unfortunately, the people who lost it they understand the value of their holdings . "

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REAL LOVE

The first time they had met at a bus stop .... Someone was reading in medicine , the other in architecture . After that first encounter , once , once , to experience once more , always at the same hour , the same from the station , boarded the same bus .

Were young , very young ... find the courage to talk to each other, it took some time but eventually They've prints . Both sit in the neighborhood every morning, they did not actually ride the bus . Because the young man had a friend that was riding the bus from the stop and the girl in my sister .... Just to be able to see each other , to come out of their homes early each morning , he stops at the other end of the city , they came to their stop laughing, confessed their school finished after a while ... just got married. Sometimes they were happy ... very happy both unemployed , penniless , but they sometimes did so tightly interlocked hearts and hands did not care about anything . To the end of the month brought a famous doctor and a famous architect in the days when they were happy at all . Time timeouts , succumbing to the habit , running out of money in a bank account
or, conversely, to make it fluffy account more than luck was not on the ends - tükeniver love theirs ... Days of days , years and years of love has also grown , grown ... The only thing lacking was the absence of children . Despite a challenging treatment process have children gone, " we expect it to be all of happiness , be selfish ," he went on with their lives . Children , rather than their love Grew ... " would die for you " say the woman , tightly hugged the man and the woman , "No, I 'd die for you ," he responds He was always ... Sometimes when you come home , mirror on the note would have seen the woman , "My One , the library's second shelf look .... " Libraries in the second shelf on another note would be " in the kitchen on the table looked , and I 'm so in love quiet "Do not forget the kitchen table in the hall closet loving read the notes read rush to the female end, sometimes a bunch of flowers , and sometimes his favorite chocolates, was sometimes faced with expensive gifts ... Buy the gift does not matter what anyways .... If the opposite of how fast the flow of life , jobs , no matter how busy they were always find the time to devote to each other to find , but when they came to the mid- forties , decided to work less . The man left the hospital and began accepting patients in his surgery . Women in the architectural office closed and only took part in special projects . Could no longer be together . A day at the beach , wandering woman saw a house in ruins , on the "for sale " sign , which is noble . " What do you think of this evialal we? " Said the man . " This is the destruction of vine , we make a great home . The project drew in my head already. With a big terrace , a sea gull house will be invited to breakfast let this place ... " " You can say no, I will never do you want ? "Replied the man. " Upon his return from the Congress in the United States call types of real estate ... no matter how much , here is ours now ...." and they know it will remain just a week apart , it was difficult to separate the man to America . Every day, every hour they talked on the phone. Embraced in tears at the airport . But a few days later, her husband noticed that there was something wrong with the woman . As the former does not seem happy to talk, he was avoiding . To cheer him up , and draw a beach house that reminded me but I was waiting for the woman who gave the project received a reply : " Honey, the house exceeds our budget . You better forget about that house ... " Unhappiness and happiness to people accustomed to the taste even more painful , more income unbearable . Women , did not like it for unexpected guests . Begged the man to tell me your troubles , " I would die for , you know, tell us what happens ," he poured language ... For years the man she loves in vain , insensitive, and was replaced by loveless though . Reach him as they try to concrete walls stood the woman , every shock, more was bleeding hearts ... One day, his childhood , youth and all of life passed along his good friend say the fire, " can not stand it , I have to tell you ," he interrupted her friend . "He 's cheating on you . Is my place opposite a young woman eating at the restaurant for lunch every day . After getting into necking in the car .... " " Shut up, shut quickly , I do not want to hear those lies, " she cried . Ten -old friend , he was accused jealous .... The next day, at lunchtime restaurant that has since quietly in a corner right in the face and tell that fairy tales are only fairy tales ... husband works in the same hospital where formerly introduce young children to the doctor immediately . Sometimes they entertain in their homes cling to the woman saw how man ... Geometry husband does not come home , sometimes shouting , sometimes crying , sometimes hugged her tight and sometimes cried by punching in the face of everything. The man did not deny . Feelings may change over time , as people call middle age differences when they arrived at the mouth mumbled something and took the suitcase went home . Walked out the door , " I want you to embrace one last time to say," but the woman was , " Get out ," he said in disgust ... They divorced in the first session of ... a modern love story could not believe that last one to find . With the support of friends trying to survive the woman. Boy, has learned that settled in America with her lover . Sometimes when you're alone , when you feel that you still love him , crying spells spends over the place , at least as an intense feeling of hatred was praying to receive . A year has passed ... even when everything is said to be the drug , the woman could not be a solution to the problem . One morning, I woke up to the sound of ringing insistently . When I opened the door , he saw a woman in the face . "You, How in the fuck do you come here ," he wanted to scream but no sound came out. "Please, let me come in , do we need to talk . " Said the young woman . Was drawn on the couch and began to speak in a voice hardly audible : "Nothing is as it seems , actually. I'm so sorry , but he died an hour ago . Disease in the United States Congress learned during the past year and that about a year left to live . Could not stand it , I always knew he would want to die with him , like you said . To remove you from yourself , dear me, asked me to play the role . Also did not inform his family . Together we settled in America has spread lies . However, that first encounter had rented a house opposite the bus stop . Believed that , but did not receive treatment and get rid of . Night collapsed , sitter called me , I grew up at the last moment . Asked me to give you this box ... "She knew she could not stop the tears streaming from . Just wanted to die on the spot . Why then handed one mind was able to open the box . A lot of carefully folded paper lay in the box . In the first paper , "Please read all the notes in order , sweetheart ," he said ... read sequentially ; "I liked it ", "I never stopped loving it" , " I would die for it that you say , is telling the truth I knew . " "But to die for me I did not want " "Now promise me you want . " "For me will live , we have a deal?" Last paper in his hand , while the woman saw that there was a key in the box ... And in the last paper

It was written:

" The beachfront project by our house you 've made your draw . Huge terrace
with seagulls while having breakfast , I 'll be watching you all the time ...

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NOTICE OF A MARRIAGE

Peter Lehrig  sabah gazetesini okurken gözüne bir evlenme ilanı ilişti. Bu ilanda şöyle deniyordu.
“Yalnızım…. Ve kendime bir hayat arkadaşı arıyorum. İlk izdivacım pek mesut değildi.  Bunda belki biraz benim de kabahatim vardı. Fakat henüz bütün ümidimi kaybetmiş değilim ve benim gibi kendisini yalnız hisseden, bir erkeğe, bana yazmasını rica ediyorum. 35 yaşında güzel sayılan, sarışın bir kadınım.Arkadaşlarım samimi ve dürüst olduğumu söylerler. Pek parasız değilim ve güzel bir evim var.  Alakadar olanların posta kutusu A.B. 1234’e yazmaları….”
Peter Lehrig “Bu kadın muhakkak mübalağa ediyor” diye düşündü. Fakat bu düşüncesine rağmen ilanı terkrar tekrar okudu. Nedense tesiri altında kalmıştı. Halbuki evlenmek niyetinde değildi. Bu işi bir kere denemiş ve neticesi geçimsizlik yüzünden boşanma olmuştu. Şimdiki hayatından memnundu. Temizliğe gelen kadını istediği kadar azarlasın, zavallı cevap vermiyordu, çeşit çeşit kadınlarla da geziyor eğleniyordu. Daha ne isteyebilirdi?
Peter Lehrig giyindi ve yazıhanesine gitti. Fakat aklı evlenme ilanına takılmıştı. Acaba o kadına yazsa mıydı? Bir de resim göndermesi lazım değil miydi? Yerinden kalktı ve kendini aynada tetkik etmek üzere banyoya gitti. “İlk iş olarak bıyığımı kestirmeliyim” diye düşündü. “Gözlüğüme de yeni bir çerçeve lazım. Kravatımda pek berbat, elbisem de sanki büyük babamdan kalma.”
Peter Lehrig hemen o gün harekete geçti. Yalnız kendisine adamakıllı çeki düzen vermekle kalmadı, evinde de büyük temizlik yaptırdı ve iki gün sonraki doğum gününde zengin bir parti tertip etmeğe karar verdi. Yalnız önce bu kadına cevap vermek lazımdı. Hemen eline kağıt, kalem alarak yazdı:
“İki senedir yalnızım. İlanınızı okuyuncaya kadar tekrar evlenmeyi hiç düşünmedim. Size iki resmimi gönderiyorum. Biri eski halimdir, ikinci de bugün çektirdim. Çok değişmişim değil mi? İşim fena değil ve maddi durumum rahat bir hayat yaşamaya müsait. Sizinle yeni bir hayata başlamak istiyorum. İki gün sonra, ayın yirmi birinde doğum günümü kutlamak üzere bir parti veriyorum. O gün misafirim olur musunuz? Kabul etmekle bana en güzel hediyeyi vermiş olacaksınız….”
Peter Lehrig mektubu postaya verdikten sonra bütün arkadaşlarını teker teker dolaşıp hepsini doğum gününe davet etti. Arkadaşları onu bu kadar değişmiş görmekle hayretler içinde kaldılar. Peter Lehrig yalnız dıştan değil, ruhen de çok değişmişti. Eski nemrutluğunu bırakmış, samimi v e neşeli bir insan olmuştu.
En iyi arkadaşı Jupp biraz tereddüt ettikten sonra:
-      Maalesef gelemeyeceğim, dedi. Aynı tarihte bir hanıma sözüm var.
Peter güldü:
-      O hanımı da getir, senin mutlaka bulunmanı istiyorum sana sürprizim var.
-      Benim de sana var ama, kızıp kızmayacağını bilmiyorum. Sözleşmiş olduğum hanım senin eski karın.
Peter tekrar güldü:
-      Sen zaten onu daima beğenirdin.
-      Evet. Siz ayrılalı iki sene de oluyor. Onun için mahzur yoktur diye düşündüm.
-      Seni candan tebrik ederim.
Peter başka bir şey söylemeden çıktı gitti.
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İki gün sonraydı. Misafirlerin çoğu gelmişti. Fakat Peter’in kulağı gene de kapının zilindeydi. En çok beklediği misafiri henüz gelmemişti. Nihayet kapı tekrar çalınınca, Peter heyecanla koştu, kapıyı açtı ve… Jupp’la beraber gelmiş olan eski karısıyla karşılaştı.
Kısa bir müddet üçü de bir şey söyleyemeden karşılıklı durdular. Nihayet Peter kendini toparlayarak onları içeri aldı ve kapıyı kapamadan evvel merdivenlerden aşağıya doğru kaçamak bir nazar attı. O kadar beklediği hanım hâlâ yoktu.
Gece yarısına doğru Peter’in keyfi tamamıyla kaçmıştı. Neşesiz bir halde eski karısının yanına gidip oturdu. Karısı onun halinden bir şeye üzülmüş olduğunu hemen anlamıştı:
-      Bir derdin mi var? Diye sordu.
Peter hemen cevap verdi:
-      Dert değil Lisa, buna dert denmez. Sadece yalnızlıktan usandım.
-      Ben de Peter hem de çoktan.
Peter arkadaşı Jupp’a bakarak:
-      Sen kurtulmak üzeresin, dedi. Sana saadetler dilerim.
-      Bende sana saadetler dileyebilir miyim?
-      Buna ihtiyacım var doğrusu. Fakat gelmedi… Henüz gelmedi…
-      Kimdir, tanıyor muyum?
-      Hayır. Onu ben bile tanımıyorum.
Karısı şaşırmıştı. Peter devam etti.
-      Ben artık kendimi bile tanımıyorum. Daha doğrusu esas karakterimi yeni yeni öğreniyorum. Kaprisli, huysuz ve …
Karısı sözünü kesti:
-      Hayatından hiçbir zaman memnun olmayan.
-      Evet.
-      Peter karısının yüzüne sanki onu ilk defa görüyormuş gibi baktı ve elini avuçlarına alarak:
-      Beni teselli et, Lisa, dedi. Sen yanımdayken hayatım daha iyiydi.
-      Fakat benim ki değildi.
-      Haklısın bu benim kabahatimdi. Sana çok eziyet ettim. Bana zalim olduğumu zaten sık sık söylerdin.
-      Sen de hiçbir zaman inanmak istemezdin.
-      Artık çoktan kabul ettim. Eksikliğini duyduğum andan itibaren.
-      Eksikliğimi hangi anda duydun?
-      Arabanın kapısı arkandan kapandığı anda. Yalnız bunu hemen anlamadım. Ancak evlenme ilanını okuduğum an anladım.
Peter karısına her şeyi anlattı ve:
-      Belki de bu kadına cevap yazarken sadece seni düşündüm, diye devam etti. Evet, tabii senden mektup almış, bu mektubuna cevap yazıyor gibiydim. Yoksa bu ilan bana bu derece tesir etmezdi.
Lisa hafifçe gülümsedi.
-      Lisa, yoksa bu ilanı sen mi verdin?
-      Birkaç kuru satırın arkasından bu yazının benim olduğunu nasıl hissettin? Zavallı Peter’im bir ilan okuyorsun, ona cevap yazıyorsun ve kime veriyorsun? Kendi karına… masallara inanır mısın, kuzum?
-      Hayır…. Yahut evet, inanırım. Çünkü sen buradasın ve…
-      Ben Jupp ile geldim  ve yakında onunla…
-      Buna inanmıyorum. Sen benim karımsın.
-      Karın idim Peter.
-      Eskiden mümkün olan şey gene olabilir.
O sırada Peter’in arkadaşları kendine seslendiler.
Lisa onu:
-      Misafirlerin seni bekliyor diye ikaz etti.
Peter karısını kolundan tutup kaldırdı ve kendine doğru çekerek:
-      Misafirlerimiz bizi bekliyor, diye düzeltti.
-      Peter’in en iyi arkadaşı Jupp, istediğini elde etmiş bir adam gibi bıyık altından gülüyordu.
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