Love of hidden

This article describes a real love story and writing are all taken from the diary of young man in love :

10th grade

In English lessons with me girl was sitting for her ' my best friend ' was saying ... but i her silky hair to look its my wanted it to be ... But he told me that I look at her eyes did not look at it I knew , after the class stood up and last day in class is not asked for that day's notes while her notes thanked me and kissed my cheek . I just want you to know I do not want him as a friend , I loved him but I did not say I do not know why but I was so ashamed ...

Grade 11

My phone rang and he was and he was crying love to me how to break your heart told me to his house called , want to be alone , he said , I of course went to the seat , sat down beside her , sweet eyes began to look and its my wish that I , two hours later Drew Barrymore ' we've started a movie and watch it after watching the movie I decided to go to sleep , I thanked him for everything and kissed my cheek . I just want you to know I do not want him as a friend , I loved him but I did not say I do not know why but I was so ashamed ...

the senior class

Prom one day before came up to me and go " I'm ill and the party can not come ," he said , I quit I did not have one and in the 7th grade to each other we promised you be the one we least parties to go together , "best friend " basis. We went along to the party that evening was very nice , everything went fine , up to the front door to her house after the party left, I looked at him in front of the door and he looked at me , smiling with those beautiful eyes . I wanted her to be mine ... But she did not look me in my eye I looked at him I knew it , I " spent the best time of my life ," he said and kissed my cheek . I just want you to know I do not want him as a friend , I loved him but I did not say I do not know why but I was so ashamed ...

Days , weeks, months passed and graduation day has arrived ...

I watched her constantly watched her perfect body . While the stage to receive her diploma was like an angel floating in the air . I wanted her to be mine ... But she did not look me in my eye I looked at him I knew it . Everyone came up to me before going to the house and hugged me , crying , and then laid his head on my shoulder, "you 're my best friend , thank you ," she said and kissed my cheek . I just want you to know I do not want him as a friend , I loved him but I did not say I do not know why but I was so ashamed ...

Several years passed ...

Old daughter 's wedding in a church and I'm watching it now ... yeah got married , his "Yes, I accept" to say , I watched the new into your life , married to another man as . I wanted her to be mine ... But she did not look me in my eye I looked at him I knew it . Before entering the new life came to me and said, " You come to my nuptials thanks ," she said and kissed my cheek . I just want you to know I do not want him as a friend , I loved him but I did not say I do not know why but I was so ashamed ...

Years has gone so fast ...

Currently my once best friend that I'm looking at the girl's coffin , while collecting items appeared in his diary in high school I got ... Just log in and day was as I read the lines ...

"His eyes looking at her I wished ... But he told me that I look at her eyes did not look at it I knew . Him just as friends do not want you to know that I wanted to love him very much , but I could not say I dont know why , but I felt really ashamed ... I me me once that you loved had told ... "