Could you imagine, I did not know it was real?!

I have to go to Eminönü ferry ride from Üsküdar . I was alone. The weather was very cold , light rain was drizzling . I was cold . Find a warm place immediately when I got on the boat I looked at the lower levels , but I think everyone is like me, everywhere was full there was no place to sit . I've been up since morning is very ached and my feet could sit at least 10-15 minutes I thought maybe I'd relax . I had turned up little space was blowing from the side . I sat where I saw the Nook now , though my feet ached as both the world's burden to taşıyormuşça pitied . I'm so relieved , pull off my feet , I was more comfortable I curl backwards . I did not even feel the cold . Ferry moved from the coast a little after opening a strong wind was blowing , blowing sound was also very noisy . Ferry 's implicit but so too were clear as to the severity of the wind blowing rain water was hitting the inside . After a little further specify anything in the middle of the sea . Does a snow-white cloud of smoke I could not understand me . It entered into whiteness . Suddenly the sound of the wind stopped and the rain was not there. White smoke just stood around ferry . What you did not go back and forth . I looked around at everyone darker side were engrossed in conversation , reading some books , some were interested in other things . I suppose a lot of crossing a normal situation said. Suddenly a voice told me my side ;

- Said hello. I looked , I could not believe my eyes . For years I kept inside me , I could not even tell him I love him ... man stood in front of me . I looked into his eyes and ;

- Hello, I said. I could not keep my eyes away . I thought I was dreaming . He had green eyes and my heart is still shining , like the first day I saw him bumped to çıkacakmışça over .

- How are you? What are you doing here , I said.

- I'm in Istanbul for a job for a short time , he said.

What a coincidence whole wide meet in Istanbul after fifteen years . If time had stopped .

- What are you doing? said.

- A friend of mine was coming Tekirdag from . Anatolian side will now not have the time to pass this way because I wanted to see him for a long time no see , time will meet at 3 pm in Eminönü , said. At that point I looked at the clock 14: 40 u showed . 20 minutes. Still said they did not move on the boat .

- Do not worry, you're grown , he said.

When I was looking at him like never ends . There were so many things to tell her that I want you to know , I want to tell him I could not tell because of some reasons and most importantly, even though I knew that he loved me so much that we have not because you love him . I just stared at her eyes . He was looking at me and smile at me by ,

- I miss you , said

Before then I bowed my head ,

- I miss you so much , I said.

I suppose ferry was waiting for the smoke to get up , it came to my work because I'd spent more time with him .

We started talking talked for hours . I guess I thought it was gone a search Zeynep . But Yigit next to me. He told me , I talked about the good days past her , then looked into my eyes , and I slowly took my hands in his hands ,

- I liked it a lot , he said.

- One moment he was lost in his green eyes , as if it was green everywhere .

I also told her I about to say exactly ,

- Shut up and listen , he said.

- I liked it so much , I feel towards you do not feel these feelings to any person . Several years have passed, but did not think I forgot , did not forget . I did not marry anyone . I could not love anyone . I called you all and I still love it. Tell me now ; Do you have something you want to tell me ? Said.

- I hugged him real tight , I began to tell . I was told I could not tell you everything . I love you , I said. Please ayrılmayalım . I said leave me . I always loved you for years, said.

- I'll never leave , he said in my ear .

And the ferry began to move . We 're continuing to talk . He was happy when I look at them , several years after he had gained . What Eminonu ferry had arrived . Not in the wind , but the rain continued mild . Everyone started to descend we hand we could disembark . I looked at the clock still stopped clock said 14:40 woe .

People began to romp to one of our hands separated, others in the crowd came together , I lost him . I went and waited below . No, I was about to be crazy . I could not lose it while I have these thoughts would drive me crazy . A hand touched my shoulder ,

- I thought I'd wait here for you I finished early , he said,

It was ZeYNeP ,

- What happened to all the fuss ? Said.

- Yigit said. He was here .

- Which Yigit ? Said.

- Our work Yigit ,

- Hmmm, he said.

- Are you sure, you're not a wrong , he said.

Very angry words,

- Of course I'm sure , I said, and started to explain that shouting .

- Come , my dear, in a quiet place like this , I have something to tell you , she said.

She took me to the mosque's courtyard new place is very nice and quiet, tranquility , where you said , let's talk .

I'm still angry with him Bense

- I 've come so far can not find us very moved , I said.

- I'm sure she's here with us , he was surprised .

- What do you mean ? I said.

- Look dear Yigit in a traffic accident last year at this time we lost. Said.

- How can I dreaming , I said, and I told him what happened . He also ;

- My job finished early, learned and Eminonu ferry times I waited for you . 14:40 They said their income . Believe me hour ferry ceased to have come in more than 20 minutes . 14:40 Look at hour 15 , but were here and how I said. I looked at my watch . I could not believe what I saw and what I experienced . How can how? Kept asking myself. This did not stop my mind .

- Why not ? Said. We know you like it a lot to each other . Perhaps in time , your Lord has created a special time and you folded . You said what you want to say to each other . Enormous power of my Lord , I think you confuse more . Said.

Yigit 's last words were ringing in my ears . " I will never leave you ," he said . I did not believe to be dead , may be ina thoroughly confused as I was saying .

Zeynep until the last ferry we sat together , until she was calm , actually. I returned home last ferry . Spirit was like . I came home , I called our friends Yiğit'l common Yigit asked . Everyone said the same thing . Last year this day we lost him. So why was I not informed ? I said. I can not stand it because they think no one had dared to say .

I cried to Yiğid'i lost and gone through my hands . Without it burned my day . In regrets .

 I'll love you forever ... YİĞİT


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